It's Been A Long Long Time...

Wow, it's been quite some time since my last blog. More than a month i feel. Well, my summer holidays is about 3/4 over. Course starts officially on the 26th February. Next sememter, taking Public Relations, Economics (market), Business Communications and Business Statistics. Hope things would be fun and hope the maths ain't too hard. Year 2 student, must work hard ;p
Anyway, at the beginning of the holiday, i had a vision, to earn rm2000 this holiday. So much for that. Been too lazy!!! Really, my brain and my heart ain't getting along. I feel that my brain is more mature, thinking bout the future and other important stuffs. My heart is more like the 'forever young' spirit. Hoping to just let life pass by and play n play n play and just don't care about things. Truthfully, not what i wanted.
Turning twenty soon. Guess its bout time to grow up. Time to be more mature. Take things more seriously and learn to take care of things.
Well, guess there's a good side to being not busy with work during the holidays. Kinda give you lots of time to do thinking. U got enough time to think about a lot of things. Future, girlfriend, friends, life, myself and others.
Looking back, i've been very care-free. Lack of ambition like some of my frens (nick n all) Lack of initiative (pei fern and others)
Worse off, i've been lazy...too lazy...
Gotta change. Guess no one can help me except myself.